I was driving downtown this morning trying to find a place where I can be alone
It’s been weeks of feigning and another more would be a total defeat now.
I trampled on myself to death just trying to escape this state of conflagration.
Endlessly asking myself, Why do I still bother?
The signals from my phone are starting to disappear now..
I stepped on the gas a little more as I started hearing the waves smashing through the coast
And finally, I am alone. Serenely free.
Funny how being away in a new place felt safer than being surrounded by everybody in your own habitat.