Not Again
Sometimes… I hope that this kind of “sometimes” never existed. Ugh I keep getting confused 🤷🏻♀️ Continue reading Not Again
Overthinking
Truth is, I’m sick and tired of people telling me to stop overthinking. You have to 🛑!!! You don’t get it. I’m telling you things cause I trust that you’ll understand my thoughts and that although it’s not that deep for you, you’ll get that it’s hella serious for me. This is why I stopped talking. Why I refused to talk about what I think … Continue reading Overthinking
Beautiful Chances
Don’t ruin your present relationship just because you had it bad in the past. Sometimes it’s not always as bad as before.. This could be the love that you deserve. ❤️ Continue reading Beautiful Chances
SNS
Temporary disabled my social networking site accounts. I think I’ll have depression if I kept them on. I’ll be back, that’s for sure naman. It’s just too much to handle right now. So let’s not. I want to go somewhere far but I couldn’t drive right now. My hands are always trembling and I tend to breakdown. I can’t focus which isn’t really safe. This … Continue reading SNS
Odds
You might try your best to make me understand but I don’t think there’s any way I would. I might act like it’s okay but it’s not. It’s sad cause there’s no way you’ll know how I feel and even if you ask me, I will forever deny it and you’ll believe me. Also, making me get used to it would never make me get … Continue reading Odds
Midnight Vlog
A vlog was necessary for a night like this… Hello loveliest readers! So I recorder a new vlog because I couldn’t seem to settle this feelings right without actually letting it all out 😣 I know it sounds like a “friend” is what I need the most right now and although I do have friends, I just can’t share this to any of them now. … Continue reading Midnight Vlog
Attachments
I didn’t know a person could be capable of taking my anxieties and insecurities away until I met you. You make me sick for being so perfect despite my crazy moods and overthinking. Your patience is uncanny that it breaks me to have you adjust over all my issues. Your love makes everything easy. And to see you stay despite all my doubts, just takes … Continue reading Attachments
Tonight
But what can I do? Am I allowed to say anything? and even if I was, I would never have the courage to say what I want And that is why I will tell you it’s ok. It’s fine. Sure. It’s ok. It’s alright. Tonight, I realized how kept I was from you. I was nowhere close to be wanted explored by you. I hope … Continue reading Tonight
Business
I’m planning on opening up a business. Well it’s not really huge but I think it’s something I could handle since I have too much free time right now 🤣. I really hope things will work out!!! ☺️ I’m still in the process of planning on how to make things happen but I already have a good feeling about this one! In shaa Allah!!! Need … Continue reading Business
Sleeplessness
And as she closes her eyes tonight, She asks herself again… “Will I ever learn?” It took her a couple of sighs before she finally opens her eyes again and wiped the tears on the sides of her pillow 💭 Continue reading Sleeplessness
